Yes, it's been 9 months since I updated this lot. The changes that have taken place, both within me and around me, are indescribable. But I suppose I should try.

When I last posted, I was little more than a sheltered and afraid little girl. I was in love, and felt far too deeply for her that I forgot to leave a little love for myself. We ended, with the regular tragedy ensuing. That tale isn't one to be spoken here, but believe me I won't be in a rush to relive that.

I spent Valentines Day in London. Not alone, as I thought I would be, but with a beautiful girl in a bar on Oxford Street. In one day, The fragments of glass in my snowglobe world were shaken.

Over 7 months onwards, I'm in a new place. A place where I don't have to be ridden with anxiety and discomfort to know I'm in love, but I just know. No questions, no queries, no doubt.

I am a butterfly, a creature of change and evolution. I'm not perfect or moulded in the eyes of God, but I'm beginning to understand what it feels like to not be afraid.

[For Sarah Lillian Mayhew
Yesterday.Today.Tomorrow.Forever]